Friday, March 16, 2012

Yes, she is on BLUE now




Now, she addicted with blue. I'm afraid that she will turn into blue soon..No way keh keh keh...It's just the colour really gives me freedom and joy. Should I look for blue man? kah kah kah

Until I find you again - Richard Marx





Lately I've been trying

To fill up my days since you're gone.
The speed of love is blinding,
And I didn't know how to hold on.
My mind won't clear.
I'm out of tears.
My heart's got no room left inside.

How many dreams will end?
How long can I pretend?
How many times will love pass me by,
Until I find you again?

Will the arms of hope surround me?
Will time be a fairweather friend?
Should I call out to angels,
Or just drink myself sober again?
I can't hide, it's true.
I still burn for you.
Your memory just won't let me go.

How many dreams will end?
How long can I pretend?
How many times will love pass me by,
Until I find you again?

I'd hold you tighter,
Closer than ever before.
No flame would burn brighter,
If I could touch you once more,
Hold you once more!

How many dreams will end?
How long can I pretend?
How many times will love pass me by
Until I find you again?
'Til I find you again.  


I started to love this song since my brother played it all over again. Thank you for sincere lyric dear.

His priority is always comes first.

Do You realised it?..I do now..:)


“No man can ever claim you unless he claims you from Me. I reserved a man for you who has My heart and loves Me even more than he will love you. I won’t give you unless he asks you from Me. Soon you will know him, I have the perfect time. You’re my princess, my daughter. Let no prince claim you unless he asks you from My hand for I AM your Father, the King of kings. You, my princess, are worth loving and deserves a prince.” ♥ God 
















Oh Gosh! She's look stunting in that dress...I always love her look...Can I get that dress or someone buy for me?...By the way, Nicole never fail me with her style. xoxo!! 

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

There's a story

When she was a little girl, She used to play alone and alone. Mum keep her stay at home. ( Don't say that her life's bored. You're wrong )

She has friends back in school, okayyy... She is not arrogant person either.


But, she was stunt by something that time


Err...do you understand ? Sure you're keh keh keh..


Yes, she was fallen in love by that time :) Everyday was so nice and she loves going to school


Suddenly, she has to go away...She will not get to see him anymore..Days, months and many years started to be counted


If you keep believe, things will get back to you..That's her prayer since kids..And, she found the happiness


                               


But, then..it's only for awhile...Everyone try to break the chain..This lover were tired of being blamed..So, the best way is end the happiness. Fairytales always hurt, and it's happened to them. 


" Until we meet again " She never want to keep him away from her life. She wants that way. We never know  what's happen in the future. Will they get back together ? Or she find another happiness ?
" The best part is this chapter never erase in my mind. She always wait for him "



Each of you have the spot!

You used to comfort this little daughter when she feel weak. 


Home, food , support...A lady always give the best to her children


She's not bossy. She just want everyone to have life on track. 


" I care when no one thought I would care " - Cool man


She will give hand when you wanna fall down. Trust me


Why you so worry about tomorrow? She's type person like that


I am the fairest and always be. Who else did, right?


Name the gadget...He have the answer


They called her " little daughter " all the time



Many spots has made my life complete until today. Thank you dearest !



T.H.I.N.K

When you laugh
someone will cry;
When you were born
someone did die:
When you are happy
Someone is sad:
While you are normal:
someone is mad
When you are young;
someone is old
When you are warm; 
someone is cold

Whoow O_O

Why you don't want to be perfect ? This question keep me thinking and thinking..

I always found this statement :

" I'm not a perfect girl or boy...I'm just simple person " --( err, i guess it's a LAME statement haha )

The question is ARE YOU SCARED TO BE PERFECT ?

I guess people scared to be perfect because they don't be :


  1. So called being " PERFECTIONIST " when people surround are being "sempoi "
  2. Try to be COOL as other people ( don't be because that's not SO you )
  3. Low self - esteem 
  4. Maybe you don't realise that you are perfect in what kind of
Here's what I thought darling :

" Did you ever think how good you are ? You always think about the negativity of yourself. That's when the confidence kills you !...You can't even think how good you as a person. Next, you think that being perfect will NOT gives any benefits to you. You can't have your own quality time, hot friends, entertainments and mores. That' makes you feel awful about yourself. You think that if you being perfect, people will hate you ( STOP THERE, THEY DON'T WANT YOU TO BE NOTICEABLE TO OTHERS )

I describe perfect in many ways..First in physical : face, full of body parts and accessories as eyes, ears, lips and sensory motor. Second : Favourable - you are good in art, music or culinary ( if you have at least one of it, shows that you have your own perfection because you don't have to buy from anybody dear ). Third : Awesome - if you are enjoy your life right now means that you have the perfect lifetime. But, if you are not...then you might have trouble wit your self esteem.

Maybe you get annoying  when I talked about like I am the BEST..Absolutely , NOT. I am not judging others like I AM PERFECT. NO...it's just my opinion based on life - experienced. I also have the same situation maybe like yours or others..I do admit sometimes I feel like i don't have perfect like others but it's only distraction honeyyy -_-  You have to think outside of the box. "

So, did I make you become more relief or worst ? It's just the way I express about perfection. We have the reasons why we have to be this way. Believe in god's creation. Remember we already perfect on his eyes. None of us are meant to be bad unless you ask for it. So, give yourself a break, okayyyy? keh keh

You never knew

You never knew what
You never knew how
You never knew why
You never knew that about me.

Knows who am I
Knows how I feel
Knows why I stuck
In loving you.

If you could knew it all
I guess you will understand
Why am I still be there for you
Without seeing beside you...